= These poems are made by hajour =
These poems were made in the last few years and don't reflect my current feelings. These were just snapshots  of then and were a let out to not bulge things up anymore.

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== Fly like a bird ==

||Fly like a bird on the air.||
||Feeling the wind in my hair the sand, blowing in my face.||
||I don’t care.||
||I am on the beach.||
||Feeling free like the birds around me.||
||Looking to the horizon to see the sun go down till it disappears.||
||Free but why I still feel alone deep inside me.||
||Like I missing something important.||
||Like there is a hole in my heart and its bleeding.||
||Hollow with a big wall around it.||
||Think my mind knows I am free but my heart has get used to it.||
||Every day a little step closer to feel free.||
||And 1 day my heart shall feel free too.||
||Thats where I am working on.||
||Day by day.||

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== Een hek van emoties ==

||Een kind opgesloten in een kooi.||A child locked up in a cage.||
||Opgesloten in volwassen en kinderlijke emoties.||Locked up in adult and childish emotions.||
||Een puur kind zonder haat o zo mooi.||A child pure child without hate, oh so beautiful.||
||Een ziel als poëzie.||A soul like poetry, a heart so pure.||
||Elke tralie een gebeurtenis.||Every bar a sad event in their life.||
||Een kind die te snel volwassen heeft moeten worden.||A child who had to grow up too fast.||
||Die veel liefde heeft gemist.||Who had no love.||
||En heeft gezocht en gevonden.||And has been searched for and found.||
||Elke tralie zal 1 voor 1 afgebroken moeten worden.||Every bar need to be broken one by one.||
||Zodat het kind achter de tralies zal worden gevonden.||So the child behind the bars can be found.||
||En onbevangen liefde zal kunnen ontvangen.||And then they will be able to receive unprejudiced love, be healed of their pain and have their life rebuilt.||

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== Heel alleen ==

||geïsoleerd staat ze aan de rand||Isolated she standing on the edge,||
||van het schoolplein.||from the schoolyard.||
||haar favoriete boek in de hand.||Her favorite book in hand.||
||haar hart vol pijn.||Her heart full of pain.||
||want ze had zo graag gewoon willen zijn.||Because she wishes just to be normal.||
||vol verlangen starend naar de kinderen.||Full desire staring to the children.||
||die samen aan het spelen zijn.||Who are playing together.||
||ze denkt kom vraag me dan.||She thinks come ask me||
||toe kom en pak mijn hand.||come take my hand,||
||want dat is iets wat ze niet kan.||because that is something she cannot do.||
||te verlegen en geschadigd.||To shy and damaged.||
||staat ze daar heel alleen.||She standing there all alone||

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== Het Masker ==

||Van buiten blij en vrolijk, ||From the outside happy and cheerful, ||
||van binnen down en somber. ||from the inside sad and gloomy. ||
||Elke dag weer die strijd, ||Every day that battle, ||
||alles lijkt donker. ||everything seems dark. ||
||het masker nodig om te overleven, ||Need the mask to survive, ||
||het licht van anderen nodig om te blijven leven. ||need the light of others to stay alive. ||
||Het gevoel niks meer te kunnen geven ||The feeling of having nothing more to give ||
||als de tranen gaan vloeien. ||when the tears start to flow. ||
||Alsof je alles weer meemaakt van vroeger. ||Like reliving everything from the past again ||
||niet de beelden maar de gevoelens. ||not the images but the feelings. ||
~-Translated by MrChrisDruif-~
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